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not in a very happy mood. it's my fault though. thinking of closing this down.. haha.. even before it started..
i don't want anyone to be there. just leave me alone and let me go away alone. well maybe with the exception of my family. it's times like this that i realise how much i love my family and how they're irreplaceable. been thinking about it, feel like i'm neglecting my family. should really spend more time with them..
can only turn to music to make myself feel better. and maybe blogging to 抒发 these feelings.. but i just can't put enough trust to publish all the posts, especially those really private ones. music really makes me feel better...
guess i usually don't like to complicate things by being too direct so usually will try to laugh it off.. might piss the person off even more at times i guess. but that's my way of doing things. if i'm ever really really direct and shout or confront you, it probably means you don't mean anything to me already. or maybe it's just a really serious or dire situation.
with this post, it seems that this is like my private blog already. haha..