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if only that piece of good news came... then my life would be perfect...
yay we're taking sq to china!!! =) and it seems like i'll still be able to go taiwan, and get my internship at the same time! tho i feel quite bad.. hahaha.. yay~ things are gg well for me.. now all that's left is just to survive and chiong the last 2 wks for this sem!!! gambatte!!! hwaiting!! jiayou!!!
my slp cycle is getting kinda screwed up.. in the sense that i'm having too much sleep... think i need to adjust it again... but i'm happy with my life now... =)
still waiting.....
Sunday, March 28, 2010
i hate myself for giving in to my sleeping whims so easily these days.. when it's not like i've been doing anything tiring or whatsoever. my life has been pretty normal, but i'm falling aslp so easily these days... i don't have much time left, since everything is squeezed before reading week, and there's still so many deadlines and quizzes coming. i don't have time to even start revising for the quizzes that are like in almost 1 wk's time.. and before that i still have like 2 assignment deadlines.. i seriously need to stay pushing myself but it's not working...
p.s. looks like it's possible to go taiwan alr!! =)
Thursday, March 25, 2010
haha i think i'm prob the only idiot who probably wishes that i failed my interview last friday... just coz i wanna go holiday wif my family.. haha i don't know the results of it yet though.. =p
the chinese delegates just went back this morning.. it was a super busy and tiring past 2 weeks but it was definitely fun with nus peeps as well. sadly most of the ppl in the prog dun stay in the west so it's always more pricey to share cab back.. haha but that's a small matter. the farewell dinner yesterday was certainly entertaining. towards the end it was so chaotic, with ppl gg around taking lotsa pics, rushing into a grp pic whether u know the ppl there or not.. there was one moment where the grp just grew bigger and bigger and everyone was just squashed tgt.. but at the end it felt like grad ceremony.. hahaha while everyone was just wandering ard talking and taking pics.. the dinner was mostly ignored.. kinda bad arrangement since everyone was busy watching the performance and walking ard to make preparations that the dinner was neglected.. the food was not say delicious, but ok... hahaha... it didn't feel like we were in the middle of the semester, felt like didn't hav to care about homework and deadlines coz it felt like grad ceremony like that.. haha.. somehow sino-sg activities are always like that.. they make me forget about all the deadlines... lol~ then it's back to concuss at 1am and waking up at 3am to pia work again when i get back home.. haha...
eeks so now it's back to lots many more deadlines (i think i'll die faster than the lines) and quizzes in the future to come.. another sign of growing old: my back is aching!!! i nid massageeeeee~
p.s dunno y but i'm super broke this month!!! =(
Saturday, March 20, 2010
i'm still waiting for some good news...
this was a tiring wk, last sat at sentosa, sun for a movie plus breakout 2010 plus recce for sino-sg later in the night, early mon and tues for sino-sg, with a presentation to rush for fri plus interview, and a midterm later on.. haha.. but at least it's all gg to be over soon! haha...
sentosa was fun! it felt so long since i had ever relaxed and played like that... sun: felt so long since i ever my friends.. this sem is weird, i've not met so many frens throughout the sem. all are either overseas, working, taking diff mods, etc... we're all so busy to meet up too... (reminder: i need to start running regularly again.. stopped coz i was too busy and too tired...) mon and tues was tiring too but it was fun! =)
another sign of growing old: i need to take naps in the middle of the nite before i can continue to finish my work. in the past i'd always pia finish my work, even till 4am, 5am before i go to slp if the deadline is tmr.. but now, even if the deadline is tmr, i'd concuss at 1+am.. then maybe wake up at 3am to continue the work. though my time mgmt skills might have improved since i've yet to stay up till 6am so far.. hahaha even with taking a nap at 1am, i can finish by 5am latest.. SO FAR... hopefully the next few weeks will be slightly more relaxing...
but i feel so loved and happy.
despite the tiredness and hating myself for slacking when i've made up my mind to work hard just for this period of time, trying hard to last these last few weeks but failing to do so, i am satisfied with my life.
with random and considerate gd lucks for my test later last nite and this morning... also the talks of holidaying with my family... though there might be some clashes... it's been so long since i've gone on holiday with my family.. the past vacations were either with the whole big family or for official reasons. i don't think we've really gone abroad by ourselves purely for fun.
there seems to be the possibility but just because i'm looking for a internship, they might not go.. now i'm in such a dilema... if i find a job, they wont be gg coz my parents worry abt me alone at home. -.- i feel so bad coz it's time they deserve a hol... and i wan an internship, but i wanna go hol with them too.. so i dunno if now i'm hoping to get my internship or not.. i wan it, but once it's confirmed my parents wont be gg for their hol alr.. and i think they are looking so forward to gg on one with us, and my sis and my nephew.. haix.. maybe i shld hope i failed my interview yest... then the upcoming ones i shld just apply to start later.. but the later i start the harder to find an internship.. haix... they did say then they go on hols themselves and leave me here loh.. haha i wouldn't mind if there's no choice, though i do very much wanna go with them.. but then again, i understand them too well.. they wont leave me here alone... hahaha... oh wells, i'll see wad happens again...
- back to mugging for test later-
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
this is really the wrong time to irritate me.. or bug me with anything unnecessary.. i'm just easily irritated nowadays... let the reason be the weather or pms or whatsoever.. i thought things would be better now but apparently i'm still easily affected... actually it's just the attitude.. the way things are done and the way things are said.. RARRRRR
urgh or maybe i'm just crazy.. maybe i need more sleep..
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
i think it's time for me to get more slp.. i almost died of fatigue yesterday.. don't think i've been so tired in quite a while... feeling tired and wanting to slp in sch only after a morning meeting, and i still had 2 lectures after that from 4-9pm.. obviously i dozed off in the 4pm lecture.. writing gibberish again and coming back home i have no idea what i wrote again.. the 6pm lecture was interesting so that kept me awake.. but coming home again.. i wanted to die on my bed.. eyes were hurting and tearing already.. concussed for a while at 1am before i woke up at 2+am to bathe.. even after the bath i was still feeling tired.. haix... have to admit old liao... i need more sleep.....
Monday, March 1, 2010
argh... how am i gg to survive?! this is only the end of wk 6.. tmr is start of wk 7.. wk 7 is only the start of all my never-ending deadlines and presentation and all of the random things i have. and i'm totally shagged now... getting stressed and irritated easily.. or rather i kept everything in my mind.. i try not to implicate my family who are innocent... keeping my wrath in.....
this is only wk 7!!! omg.. 1.5 months more to freedom! meanwhile i have infinite deadlines and exams quizzes whatsoever.. i cant be bothered to count.. i think i'll prob just get a headache from counting them...
GAMBATTE!!!!! HWAITING!!!!! SURVIVOR!!!!! BREAKOUT BREAKOUT!!!!! urgh...
omg i think this is the first time i'm blogging abt schoolwork here.....