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why the hell does he keep thinking everything is i 擅自作主 and 自作主张.. don't accuse me of lying when you don't even understand the flow of things... you can think and say that i'm proud and naive and dumb and stupid and the biggest fool in the world or even in the universe. BUT DON'T ACCUSE ME OF LYING AND COMING UP WITH ALL SORTS OF IMAGINARY SITUATIONS YOURSELF!!!!!
i need to go cool down...
Thursday, July 23, 2009
yay i guess things are slowly working out now, so all that's left to do is to settle the remaining stuff, pack, and enjoy myself! =)
suju's songs are making me high! woohoo~ =)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
why do i have to bother to explain everything to you?! some things are really minute and not important.. there's not much you or i can do about it.. don't treat it as if everyone has to listen to you... and some other things are better off for me to learn by myself... i only said i'll survive there somehow and won't die.. in what way does this statement show that i'm thinking about death?! ARGHHH!!!!! communicating with you has become so difficult...
never expected preparation to be so trecherous...
arghhh!!! why does he keep thinking i'm an idiot?! aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh................. sian diao... don't how many times i've rolled my eyes alr in the past hour...
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
argh wth.. this is so sucky. why can't they just trust me? nothing can go wrong... yah things may have gotten a little messy and uncertain. but it's not so serious as to threaten me with that again. and nagging at me doesn't help the situation. i admit there could have been better planning, and that you're just worried about me and everything. but let me make my own decision alright? i know i may not make the best decisions, and is easily wavered and everything. but i don't wish to add to your worries already. i may still be naive and street-dumb and everything, and even i myself can't say i'm confident of taking care of myself alone. but i believe i'm tough and i'll get by well enough. my life might get into a mess, but i'll still get by.
sorry i know you're just worried. but pls place some trust in me alright? i'm sorry i only added to your burdens and worries. forgive me for hiding some stuff from you. i didn't really lie, just hid some uncertain details that would only have worried you more.
1.09am:
okies i take back my words... YOU DON'T HAVE TO YELL AT ME!!!!!!!!
3.07am:
haix.. sorry lah.. i know you have alot on your mind already. maybe it was a wrong choice to go ahead with this. if i hadn't decided on this, we wouldn't be arguing about all this already... you also wouldn't need to brood so much over this, and also don't need to burden yourself with so much worries.....