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i'm still waiting for some good news...
this was a tiring wk, last sat at sentosa, sun for a movie plus breakout 2010 plus recce for sino-sg later in the night, early mon and tues for sino-sg, with a presentation to rush for fri plus interview, and a midterm later on.. haha.. but at least it's all gg to be over soon! haha...
sentosa was fun! it felt so long since i had ever relaxed and played like that... sun: felt so long since i ever my friends.. this sem is weird, i've not met so many frens throughout the sem. all are either overseas, working, taking diff mods, etc... we're all so busy to meet up too... (reminder: i need to start running regularly again.. stopped coz i was too busy and too tired...) mon and tues was tiring too but it was fun! =)
another sign of growing old: i need to take naps in the middle of the nite before i can continue to finish my work. in the past i'd always pia finish my work, even till 4am, 5am before i go to slp if the deadline is tmr.. but now, even if the deadline is tmr, i'd concuss at 1+am.. then maybe wake up at 3am to continue the work. though my time mgmt skills might have improved since i've yet to stay up till 6am so far.. hahaha even with taking a nap at 1am, i can finish by 5am latest.. SO FAR... hopefully the next few weeks will be slightly more relaxing...
but i feel so loved and happy.
despite the tiredness and hating myself for slacking when i've made up my mind to work hard just for this period of time, trying hard to last these last few weeks but failing to do so, i am satisfied with my life.
with random and considerate gd lucks for my test later last nite and this morning... also the talks of holidaying with my family... though there might be some clashes... it's been so long since i've gone on holiday with my family.. the past vacations were either with the whole big family or for official reasons. i don't think we've really gone abroad by ourselves purely for fun.
there seems to be the possibility but just because i'm looking for a internship, they might not go.. now i'm in such a dilema... if i find a job, they wont be gg coz my parents worry abt me alone at home. -.- i feel so bad coz it's time they deserve a hol... and i wan an internship, but i wanna go hol with them too.. so i dunno if now i'm hoping to get my internship or not.. i wan it, but once it's confirmed my parents wont be gg for their hol alr.. and i think they are looking so forward to gg on one with us, and my sis and my nephew.. haix.. maybe i shld hope i failed my interview yest... then the upcoming ones i shld just apply to start later.. but the later i start the harder to find an internship.. haix... they did say then they go on hols themselves and leave me here loh.. haha i wouldn't mind if there's no choice, though i do very much wanna go with them.. but then again, i understand them too well.. they wont leave me here alone... hahaha... oh wells, i'll see wad happens again...
- back to mugging for test later-