haix why are things so complicated? or am i the one who's complicating things? but no choice, it's to accommodate all my wants.. yes i have to compromise in some aspects, but at least i get to do all that i want? haha... should i have just simplified things and rejected it right from the start? then maybe things would be simpler... hmm but anw it's too late and i don't think i wanna reject it.. haha...
see how things go ba.. haix... life is so uncertain...