in a dilemma again. just when i decided that i should move forward and look for a better chance/future, things happened that made me consider staying. factors to consider, ppl, and opportunities? ppl-wise i guess they're nice and everything. and i think i'm have some opportunities, but i don't feel like i'm learning much. properly anyway. it feels incomplete. like half-learnt only. or is it cos i'm lousy at comprehending so i don't understand and catch everything properly?