i want to be independent too, but i can't when i don't have enough knowledge. so i look for help, but told to put more thought into it. being thrown back sometimes for not thinking enough, but sometimes being blamed for going ahead without checking. i feel like i'm treated like an idiot. maybe that's why i'm starting to act like one.
i always thought i was one who could withstand stress, not that hardy, but not that weak too. maybe i'm wrong.