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having a headache.
i need to take anger mgmt classes. and learn to let go. too many unhappy bad memories.
at this rate my blood pressure's gg to rise over the top and suffer from a heart attack.
let it go~ let it go! let it go~ let it go!!
Friday, October 29, 2010
Labels: angry
Labels: angry
wth loh. i don't need to withstand this kinda crap loh. how old am i alr loh? i can safely come home myself okay. and wad, it's like 10.30pm only loh and i'm alr at clementi alr wad. ard there anw. u don't have to yell at me. i am also damn tired with my stupid laptop and file and adaptor and waterbottle alr. my shoulders are aching and i'm already pissed on the train by some stupid guy who squeezed very near loh. i'm already very sian diao by the no. of ppl on the train that i am irritated and hate everyone within 10m radius of me. and by the work i have to do tonight when i feel like slping already. i also wish ur would come fetch me k. if not i wait there for wad. coz i was also afraid that ur would come and hav to wait aimlessly. so i tried waiting. i hate waiting for no reason okay, but i still waited. it's enough for u to make one round already wad. but still not there then i walk off alr lah. how long do u expect me to keep waiting there like an idiot? wait till 12midnight? by then i'm sure u sure get damn worried and come fetch me liao. satisfied? seriously u can just wait for me wad. i know and understand how u care but yah. this is too much. i'm alr stressed enough with my project and i don't need to withstand this kinda nonsense okay. i am damn stupid. why do i need to bother myself so much over this. i'm wrongfully accused loh. i know u'll be mad so yah i even waited for u nicely in the living room for u to nag okay. but the moment u came in u started shouting. u want my phone rite? take it loh. just take it lah. even better. i don't have to answer to my project mates. i don't have to do my project. nice excuse not to do sch work. i'll just go out and don't have to answer to you also. isn't it great?
my karma has probably really dropped to the bottomless pits already. i have to get damn pissed for 2 days straight. it's not even the normal level of angry. i must be damn suay loh. maybe i should just lie on my bed, slp and rot my life away.
you are so screwed
8:39 AMalways prided myself on my level of patience. maybe it's not the case anymore if i get this livid with anger and for 2 hours last nite somemore. to the extent that i couldn't get anything done last nite, and i was so energetic at nite even though i was like dying of exhaustion in the aftn already and i didn't have my aftn nap. thanks for your 'fuel'. oh and that doesn't include waking up today with a totally bad mood and hating you as my first thought. but it does include blaming you for every single thing, such as me having to wear jeans on a hot day today from morning to nite, etc. thanks so much yah? now my whole day today is so going to be ruined by you.
no wonder my left eye was twitching the previous 2 nites.
and i'm gg to grow fat too coz i binge when i'm in a bad mood. it's your fault.
my lappie's noiser and louder than ever. it's probably gg to die soon. and it's your fault too.
even the burnt i got on my finger quite a few days ago is your fault too.
yah everything's your fault. shit you.